I love that quote. It's how I feel. When I lost weight the first time, I never ever thought I'd have to do it again. Then I got pregnant with Nora, and still thought it wouldn't be a problem, as I started my pregnancy at the lowest weight out of my 4 kiddos. Then I gained the most. And here I am, weighing the most ever, with the most to lose.
I tried Medifast. The food was gross to me, and I don't want to eat that much soy. I've tried to just eat healthier in general. No dice.
So, I feel like I'm going back to basics. Back to what I *know* works. Yep. HCG.
Nora is weaning herself. Summer is getting closer. I am sick and tired, I mean BEYOND sick and tired of looking like this. I had peace and was content for a while. But I feel like it's time to move on. Time to change.
Mostly, because I saw a picture of myself and yikes!!! Imagine an overweight oompa loompa (maybe not as orange). That's me.
So the time has come for change. I plan to do the binge part this weekend, and then start low cal on Monday.
Hee Hee!! :-D
So, that's my plan. I'm fairly desperate, so I hope it will work. Nora is not currently sleeping. Like, at all. BUT I'm thinking maybe if I don't have to think about food, and just eat the few things I'm allowed, then maaaaaayyyybeeee it won't be so stressful. Maybe?
Anyway. That's the plan for now. Fingers crossed!!
I applaud your determination. You are always will to keep trying which is a great thing. I hope this works for you as it did in the past, I remember thinking you seemed to lose it so easy on that stuff and I had to get some. Fingers crossed.
ReplyDeleteBTW have you been to the doctor in AZ? It could totally be your hormones that are really causing all the weight lose problems.
I got the saffron pills and I haven't noticed a difference but maybe it is sutle and I just will slowly stop the grazing.
I'm kind of a starting over place too. Working hard to "forget" that I once lost weight and sadly regained it. Thinking like that keeps me in a constant state of comparison and unrealistic expectations. Good luck!
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