Wednesday, April 17, 2013

Back to the Beginning

Hey Friends!

I love that quote. It's how I feel.  When I lost weight the first time, I never ever thought I'd have to do it again.  Then I got pregnant with Nora, and still thought it wouldn't be a problem, as I started my pregnancy at the lowest weight out of my 4 kiddos.  Then I gained the most.  And here I am, weighing the most ever, with the most to lose.

I tried Medifast.  The food was gross to me, and I don't want to eat that much soy.  I've tried to just eat healthier in general.  No dice.

So, I feel like I'm going back to basics. Back to what I *know* works. Yep.  HCG.

Nora is weaning herself.  Summer is getting closer.  I am sick and tired, I mean BEYOND sick and tired of looking like this.  I had peace and was content for a while.  But I feel like it's time to move on.  Time to change.

Mostly, because I saw a picture of myself and yikes!!!  Imagine an overweight oompa loompa (maybe not as orange).  That's me.

So the time has come for change.  I plan to do the binge part this weekend, and then start low cal on Monday.

Hee Hee!! :-D

So, that's my plan.  I'm fairly desperate, so I hope it will work.  Nora is not currently sleeping.  Like, at all.  BUT I'm thinking maybe if I don't have to think about food, and just eat the few things I'm allowed, then maaaaaayyyybeeee it won't be so stressful.  Maybe?

Anyway.  That's the plan for now.   Fingers crossed!!


  1. I applaud your determination. You are always will to keep trying which is a great thing. I hope this works for you as it did in the past, I remember thinking you seemed to lose it so easy on that stuff and I had to get some. Fingers crossed.
    BTW have you been to the doctor in AZ? It could totally be your hormones that are really causing all the weight lose problems.
    I got the saffron pills and I haven't noticed a difference but maybe it is sutle and I just will slowly stop the grazing.

  2. I'm kind of a starting over place too. Working hard to "forget" that I once lost weight and sadly regained it. Thinking like that keeps me in a constant state of comparison and unrealistic expectations. Good luck!