To help hold me accountable.
Here's the deal, folks. I weighed this morning. It wasn't pretty. It was downright disgusting. Clearly, I can't do this on my own. I need you guys to help keep me accountable. I need you to tell me not to cheat, that it's worth it to stick it out, that I CAN DO THIS.
Cuz, guys. I'm not doing it. I'm failing, miserably. I weighed in at 146.2 this morning. Bleh. Now, I know part of the weight gain is water retention because my time of the month is coming. But not all of it. Not even close.
So. Today I start (DON'T LAUGH!!!!!) the 17 Day Diet. Again. Again. Again. AGAIN! I don't know if I'll follow it 100% strictly because quite honestly I'm not prepared. I don't have the groceries I need. I don't feel mentally ready. But something has to change, and it's starting today.
I ate 2 eggs for breakfast, and I boiled a whole bunch more. I don't have any salad. But my plan is to eat low/no carb and low fat, and high lean protein and veggies. So even if I have to eat only egg whites today, I will do this.
Realistically speaking, this is the worst time possible to try to start the diet again. I have PMS. PMS + Me = Need for insane amount of chocolate and salty food. And that's absolutely not allowed on the diet. I'm also stressed; just busy in general. Stress + Me = Need for insane amount of chocolate. Again, not allowed on the diet.
But here goes. I have to do something. I don't want to get 3 months down the road and be ballooned back up to 150+ just because I couldn't/wouldn't take control of my eating. So today it stops.
But I need your help. I can't do it on my own. I need to be held accountable. So my goal is to blog daily. I will only weigh once a week, but I want/need to blog to keep myself accountable to you guys and to myself.
So here we go. Lord help us all. =)